----------------------------------The seat Mu permits
Sit into there is end pure clear car inside, after car starts, the leaf the mountain Zi side head looking at car confusing night scene in Tokyo outside the window.This seem her whole life in the first time sit on a proper age opposite sex of car in ……she at this time not from think, she these 26 years of first half living and romance seem to be insulate, hereafter then is also such.
They hasn't been talking and just be alongside of to sit.Is a quietly and looking at in addition to window, the another is silent to drive;1 didn't realize that the car soon seemed to be slow, the another also unexpectedly wanted to ask the other party where ……did not realize mistake how long as well, there is pure end suddenly opening mouth on one's own initiative clearly:"All people seemed to be all to change."
Leaf mountain Zi Zheng for a while, immediately and slowly location nod:"Yes, the person always changes."
"That's right.However ……"had the end pure clear for a while, " senior excepted."
The leaf mountain Zi is again one Zheng:"BE?"
Arrived today, after becoming stranger person and there is pure end clearly to her form of address, certainly want to change back at the beginning, however, listen to him thus naturally call oneself"senior", leaf mountain Zi the momentary is faintly still unavoidably some.
She turns to read a to think, and then release however, after all, this person, have already lost contact with her in the life, therefore, the matter arrives at present, he calls she what all doesn't matter ……after all, she is dejected sad, is not whole either today because suddenly know that he will get married, but is the effect being tired to add together many affair.
However, for previous he why will burst upon over there, she certainly also has her own doubt, but she still keeps overcoming oneself not to go to think more as far as possible, after all, live is already so, and, originally was her own choice, therefore, will have how of result, she must undertake ……she thinks like this, not from secretly shout tone.
"I have been all really wanting to know, the senior wants of what kind of life.You and other girls seem to be very different, or say ……"had the end pure clear for a while, " you seem to be not too to know to conduct your own life."
Leaf the mountain Zi is very in a short while silent, finally some yea and nay ask:"There is end, in your eyes, other girls, their life, substantially ……what kind of?"
"Enter a famous brand university accept good education, then seek a good work, immediately after ……" had the end pure clear side head to see her one eye, "after talking a few in loves and a man's matrimony with quite good condition, establish a good family, do a friendly mother to good wife, from now on and happily live to assist husband and bring up children of housewife life ……probably be so."
"Is this the life that the woman should have?"The leaf mountain Zi smiled to smile, " this ……really isn't that I want."
"You are to mean to say, you want to have you's business and still keep meaning to say, you affirm this in this world to have a men ability****Your request?"Have the end pure clear side head to stare at her, " includes me."
He finally made reference to he ……
The leaf mountain Zi wishes, probably, she really still owes him an explanation, therefore, at silent a short moment behind, she finally shook to shake head:"All be not.The words that make reference to business, I probably all not equal to during a lifetime you successful;I don't dare to say as well that which man this in this world has to doesn't deserve me, didn't even say to is you ……only, I want to choose how of the life is really a the problem that I can decide by myself is only ……"
Make reference to here, leaf mountain Zi lucid and attractive face up showed a kind of very earnest facial expression, "have an end, might it not be, your meaning is to say, up to now, does my life fail very much?Didn't stay in Tokyo, don't marry to a good husband, is failure very?Be like you person like this really also think like this?Still keep saying, did I give you the felling like this?But, even if you are right, I ain't because of feeling that I fails just sad either today.Was again a new life to me, since tomorrow ……"she for a while, some self-ridicule grounds smiled, " certainly, this is just my personal felling, the other people how think of, I don't know as well.Probably, even well the top and river island also feel I am very pitiful ……do not even lift is you."
"New life?"There is a pure end suddenly asking clearly.
The leaf mountain Zi ordered to nod:"Yes, new of life."
"Indeed as expected, I didn't speak amiss ……" had a pure end to bite to bite lips clearly, "you, very different, absolutely is the situation that arrived cold blood."
The leaf mountain Zi originally meant to say a point what, however, at the thought of three year agoses really very heavily once hurt him by himself/herself, therefore, words although on the tip of mouth side, still keep abruptly accepting to return to.She thinks that his true understand she?Could you really feel that she can not choose that is the complicated mood of life in Tokyo and work once?Be like him probably so various matter satisfied person, is can not realize a person wants that abandonning is heavy of in the past, let the life re- set out of difficult and painful.
However, the words say back, although she the desperation ground leave Tokyo,she is also understand by herself, her in fact hasing no to persistently abandon here everything linked to her , now, wased Tokyo to abandon her ……also positive as it does, she would in mind and secretly tell himself/herself, must invigorate, after all, if she doesn't invigorate by herself, this in this world doesn't have others to can help her.
As for there is clear pure end, the matter arrives at present, he be how say her, can not be regarded as, either exorbitant ……
The leaf the mountain Zi side head hopes him and says with apologetic look:"There being end is really sorry."
"Why do you want to apologize to me?"There is pure clear end that sneered at for a while, " because at the beginning you aren't willing to promise my request, with as for became today this appearance;Or because of, you always can't put me in your in the mind more important position, do you start feeling some compunction now?Calculated, leaf does the mountain Zi , till today, say what meaning these still have?"
"Is to be getting more unmeaningful, however ……" leaf the mountain Zi is silent a short moment, "I still keep hoping, my apology can make you feel a little bit more pleasurable."
Had the end pure clear side head to see her very in a short while, don't say what.
Leaf the mountain Zi dynasty car the window outside hope to watch from a distance:"There is end execuse me, I should get off."
"Where do you live?Why don't live in your own home?"Have a pure clear end past make to pay no attention ground to ask.
"I ……" leaf mountain Zi for a while, "two year agos, I have already sold out Zu house.You can say that again, I am a very cold-blooded person ……do not even love oneselfs, don't even say is love other people.―― You make me get off, I order of hotel fore noodles not far place."
There is a pure end parking the car in the wayside clearly.The leaf the mountain Zi side head looking at him, the low voice says:"Thank you."Her turning round is about to draw back a car door, at this time, there was pure end to suddenly grasp her left hand clearly.In her heart right away one Zhan, the conditioned reflex sort ground wanted to jilt to open his hand, but is more tightly held by the other party.Hence, she has to back overdo go to, see to have a pure end clearly:"There is end, you ……"
Turn round to see at her toward a moment with a pure clear end, there is pure end quick dynasty clearly she gathered together to come over and kissed her lips.The leaf mountain Zi originally wanted to push away him, however, be on the contrary tightly hugged into a bosom by him.Hence, she as if won sorcery general, suddenly and now gave up a flounder, can be kissed by he himself/herself.
However, she still very quick wide awake, after all, ignore she has to this man how of feelings, he was a person who will soon get married, but she, hate bitterly most of, was those to have spouse to return and other people entangled person.She right away one Lin in heart, put out strength ground to push away him:"Have an end!"
"Zi ……" has a pure end clearly orthoptic she, "if you are willing to promise me now, we can also do it again."
The leaf mountain Zi looking at him, this time's, in her in the mind, seeming to having a voice is loudly saying:Leaf mountain Zi, say, don't you really want to promise this man,beats by dre solo?She thinks, and, is think very badly now ……she even in feel, previously, didn't°yet which engrave, happiness will leave her such near, similar to their current distances, absolutely is a tentacle to be within the reach of ……
However, she after all wasn't ten how old young girls, therefore, understand her and have the end the margin of the pure clear very much, that will never be the fiancee with a pure end to abandon him clearly to return to her can
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